Here goes,
Well, I've been in contact with my ex since her birthday (October). And I thought we could just spark that relationship again. Since ako naman ang nakipagbreak, ok lang sakin na "pagiisipan nya daw". So i waited patiently. For the most part lagi ko syang pinapautang ngayon kasi kailangan nya daw and in a way parang yun na din gift ko sa kanya kasi most of the time hindi ko na din pinapabayad. We dated here and there and enjoyed much of our time.
But then she texted days after new year that we couldn't be together. Said that she loves someone else and she couldn't forgive me for leaving her. Then the clincher, she would like to be my friend. I said flatly no, because masakit din sa part ko yun. buti nga d pa ko masyadong umasa nun. Tapos sabay text nya na nangako daw akong tumulong sa kanya (pagpapautang) at di ko daw sya iiwan
oo, nangako ako, pero wala din ako ma-gain for doing so. Kung me bf na sya bat d na lang sa kanya (which kahit anong kulit ko d nya sinasabi) and it should ended up there and there.
the question is, ginagamit lang ba nya ako?
basta yun, i try as much as to make it work but to no avail (kasi d nya daw ako mapatawad sa pagiwan sa kanya).
D ko na din isusulat history namin. and the reason i breaked up with her, para d maging biased

sa part ko naman kasi, akala ko nagbago na sya