one week

[xoxo00]

my boyfriend said "i'll talk to you after a week", i replied, why not now? then he answered me with, JUST TRUST ME. that's what my boyfriend's last text. 2days has passed now and i just don't get why the hell did he do that? to torture me? to teach me a lesson? ok i admit, i don't fully trust him. palagi akong "tamang hinala". i don't want to get into details sana. pero i'll share na po kung bakit kami umabot sa gantong situation.

nagkaron sya ng lakad ng di ako sumama. sinabi ko na kung pwedeng wag na lang syang sumama dahil hindi ko feel na sumama sya dun sa lakad na un since tinatamad naman na pala sya at madami ng nag back-out. sabi nya huli na daw para magback-out pa. ayun, hindi naman nagpapigil. sumama pa rin xa sa lakad nila. sa lungkot ko, gumawa ako ng sariling lakad ko. umalis ako mag isa. pumunta ako ng malayong lugar, uminom, naggala mag isa, natulog mag isa, kumain mag isa ng di na nagparamdam sa kanya.

kinabukasan naman tinawagan ko sya, kinakamusta, tinanong nya kung asan ako, sabi ko andito ako sa gantong lugar, sabi nya eh bat anong gingawa mo jan? sabi ko wala lang. inexplain ko sa kanya sa text kung baket. hindi nya daw maintindihan trip ko bat kelangan daw gawin ko to. sabi ko, ang gulo gulo ng isip ko, nakukulangan ako sa atensyon na binibigay mo. na ginawa ko to para naman sana suyuin mo naman ako. na bumawi ka naman kasi ganto na nararamdaman ko. at bigla kong naisip ung sinabi nya noon noon pa, ang magkarelasyon 6 months lang mashadong intense ung nararamdaman nla, after nun, memories na lang. kaya lalo akong nanega. ang sagot nya lang sakin. KUNG ANO ANO NAMAN INIISIP MO NYAN. lalo akong napraning. lalo akong naghinala, bakit ganon, hindi na nya ko madalas itext, hindi na madalas tawagan, pag nagtetext, laging one liner lang ang sagot. hindi ako makuntento sa mga sagot nya.

officemate ko sya, araw araw naman kami nagkikita pero hindi kami ciempre nakakapag usap naman dun, kaya umaasa man lang ako kahit pano sa text eh bumawi naman kami since busy lagi sa office.

tinanong ko sya kung mahal pa ba nya ko, kung may iba na ba sya, bakit ganun sya, ang sabi nya iniisip ko lang kung magsasama na tayo, your insecurities will get in the way. at hindi healthy un for both of us. mahal kita pero hindi mo kayang ibigay ang tiwala mo sakin.hindi nya sinasagot tawag ko nung gabing un. at iniiwasan nya rin halos mga tanong sa text, sabi nya lang. cause i want you to realize that i need your trust so badly. so kaya nya ginagawa sakin tung pagpapahirap na to? na di ako kausapin? na iwasan ako?

sabi ko na intindihin nya naman ako. at nag sorry ako. sabi nya. wala akong pakielam kung anong ichura mo pag walang make-up, kung may peklat ka man sa tuhod, it will not get in the way for loving you, but if you do not trust me you will lose me that i can guarantee you.

hiyang hiya naman ako sa text nyang yun saken bilang gwapong gwapo naman sya. grabedad!

the next day, i texted him na, ayusin na sana namin problema. tinawagan ko sya ng sobrang oa na 7times hehe na di nya sinasagot. tapos nagtext lang sya, sinabi ko na kung anong gusto ko dba? at un na nga sinabi nya na ung ill talk to you after a week..

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ano masasabeh nyo po? bat nya ginagawa sakin yon? mahal nya pa ba ko? gusto nya lang ba ko itest kung kaya ko ung one week na palugit nya para masabi nyang kaya ko syang pagkatiwalaan? kung mahal nya ko bakit nya ko pahihirapan ng ganto?

---------- Post added at 08:29 AM ---------- Previous post was at 08:23 AM ----------

ay eto pa pala, tinanong ko sya. are you asking for space? bakit one week pa kita kelangang kausapin? ang sabi nya. no, i'm asking you to trust me.

oh taray. di ko kinaya.

[Chiffon]

ma'am, your guy might just have a point. Why don't you give it a shot?

[xoxo00]

@Chiffon, oo i can wait naman kya lng parang he's torturing me sa gusto nyang mangyari. Sya na nga ung nagsaya ako na nga tong sobrang lungkot at nhirapan ganun pa gusto nya mangyari. ;(

[hersmile]

you are torturing yourself.

if you can't trust him, just leave him. lagi naman palang "tamang hinala" ka eh, so why are you still staying with him? the way i read your post, you seem to be very clingy. he went on a trip without you and you make it seem like it's the end of the world. if he goes out to have fun, you should go out and have fun! it's not fair na you're giving him guilt trip kasi he decided to do things without you. ano sya, prisoner mo na dapat lagi kayong together?

also, sabi mo busy kayo sa office and you still expect him to "bawi" and text you? i don't know how you do your job efficiently but when i get busy, there are times when i don't even get to check my phone and if i do get texts, i ignore them. it's work, when you're in the mode and concentrated, sometimes texts can be very distracting.

he's right, you will lose him with your insecurities. it can get annoying, frustrating and even draining to always have to suyo you kasi you need attention.

if he thinks having one week space is healthy, then so be it! give it to him. lumarga ka and enjoy that time of freedom. kung ayaw mo naman yun, edi tell him he can have that "break", but don't expect for you to still be there.

i just don't understand how you can say na laging tama ang hinala mo kaya hindi sya trust worthy...yet you still stay with him. you can't love a person you don't trust, so if you don't even love him accordingly...why are you still sticking around?

[Rieven]

A mind is its own prison.
Your heart is the key.

[ControlG]

may kinakasama siya ng isang linggo..intindihin mo na siya..ayaw nila maistorbo

[xoxo00]

may kinakasama siya ng isang linggo..intindihin mo na siya..ayaw nila maistorbo

hala! lols, hindi naman nya sigurong sasabihin o paasahin ako sa sinabi nyang JUST TRUST ME kung ganyan din lang pala magaganap.

[ControlG]

yun naman pala e..may tiwala ka naman pala sa kanya e di give him 1 week of space

[Aga Mulat]

The real answer will be after the week is done.

[kh0let]

why dont you wait until the deadline. kasi kahit ako hindi ko ma gets yung reason ng bf mo. siguro nag iisip din yun so give him space. kung ako din kasi lalaki sa ginagawa mo nakaka sakal. sinabi na ngang space kulit mo pa din peace tayo

[meimeidos]

If patience is not of your favorite virtues, waiting for a week is one hell of a torture.

Think of this one week, as a withdrawal stage, para ma overcome mo yung addiction mo sa pagseselos at pagiging TH sa kanya.

Maybe he asked this space, not for his own benefit, but for your own. Maybe what he wants you to learn is to trust yourself. He wants you to believe in yourself more.your a beautiful and independent woman that he loves, after all he chose you to be his partner diba?

If he's not texting and calling you as often as before, doesn't mean he loves you less. What if your life revolves around him at wala na kaung ibang mapag usapan?diba?

Use this one week, to enjoy the company of your family, friends and people you probably neglected this past months while your too busy hovering your man, and that includes your self.

[west]

opismates naman kayo pala eh di nagkikita pa din kayo at nagkakausap.

[menandro]

this is RIDICOLOUS!!


hindi ba pag mahal mu mas gusto mu pa lagi mu kasama pero ito one week hindi magpaparamdam..PINAG IISIPAN na yan teh?..

its AMAZING!!

[xoxo00]

Bukas na!! Konting tiis na lang. Salamat sa lahat ng nagreply. Kinakabahan ako.

[kh0let]

gudluck. pero kahit anong maging resulta nyan nandito lang kami to comfort you